all of our extended family were together for Christmas eve and Christmas day. they all left really early the very next morning and it just seems so odd. i mean i've been listening to all the tunes, watched all the movies, and baked all the goods. and now it's all over. it's like i can't listen to the music anymore because the day is gone. and the food, well once we've eaten it all, there's no time or effort left to make more. after all, we only had Christmas shaped cookie cutters anyway...
i mean, let's be real. Christmas is the only holiday that we celebrate for more than the actual day. like i said, we take the whole month to prepare for it. and within the simple stroke of midnight, it's done. and you get a sense of .."what was all my hard work really for?"..
i get the Christmas blues every year. i'm just now letting it all out...hah. Christmas has been more of an emotional time for me this year than i thought it would be. my prayer now will be that God will still be the reason for the season in my heart and in the hearts of my loved ones for any and all seasons that are to come. hopefully all the hullabuloo won't leave me so blue for long :)
thanks for listening.
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